[ chuuya finds the words to fill in the silence oushi lets linger, and instead of relief he just finds himself feeling an entirely new flavor of shitty.
he puts his head between his knees and tries to remember what the kind flight attendant had told him, when he was just eight and on his very first plane ride feeling like the air was too thin way up there.
breathe through your nose. count the crosses your shoe laces make. then sit back up and try again. ]
you said it yourself there's no reason to be as happy as i felt out there but i still was
[ and then there was the... especially weird part with the preening....... but he's definitely not going to talk about that. ]
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he puts his head between his knees and tries to remember what the kind flight attendant had told him, when he was just eight and on his very first plane ride feeling like the air was too thin way up there.
breathe through your nose. count the crosses your shoe laces make. then sit back up and try again. ]
you said it yourself
there's no reason to be as happy as i felt out there
but i still was
[ and then there was the... especially weird part with the preening....... but he's definitely not going to talk about that. ]