[ As annoying as it always has been, this is the nearest thing to impossible that things have ever gotten close to. It has always pissed him off on multiple levels, but half of the reason Chuuya always ends up going along with the plans Dazai cooks up without hesitation has been the way they always work out. They might suck (a lot) for him at times, but they've never killed him and he doubts they're going to any time soon.
Not because he thinks there's any particular soft spot or attachment, mind, but Chuuya just doesn't think Dazai is ever actually going to discard an ace if he doesn't have a really good fucking reason to do so. Chuuya will attack Dazai and impede things that don't matter much and he'll bitch the whole time - but while he doesn't plan to ever say it aloud they both know that it's too easy for him to fall back into step with Dazai.
He's not used to them being on a losing side. It's happened fewer times than he can count on the fingers of one hand. It would figure that he's never gonna be able to properly enjoy Dazai getting frustrated and strung out about being outgunned because every time that happens it turns out to be at a time Chuuya didn't actually want it to happen and it fucks him over, too. Why couldn't Dazai have the decency to get beat during one of the times Chuuya's lot wasn't thrown in with his?
Ignoring the part where it's seven years past the first time he met Dazai and well past them being partners and he still always ends up right where he is.
They're too far away from Japan right now to do anything other than pass information, realistically speaking. The Port Mafia and Detective Agency that's actually still back in the thick of things can maybe do something with that information, but being in the wrong place after being played - at least it wasn't just him - is going to drive Chuuya up the wall even if he refuses to sit around entertaining worst end scenarios. ]
Okay, so what's the damn plan? [ He doesn't like the frantic look - can't enjoy it - and if there's one thing he'll trust in a crisis it's whatever dumb fuck thing Dazai's gonna say to him next. It's bitter irritation on his tongue, but the trust is still there even when he doesn't want it to be. ]
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Not because he thinks there's any particular soft spot or attachment, mind, but Chuuya just doesn't think Dazai is ever actually going to discard an ace if he doesn't have a really good fucking reason to do so. Chuuya will attack Dazai and impede things that don't matter much and he'll bitch the whole time - but while he doesn't plan to ever say it aloud they both know that it's too easy for him to fall back into step with Dazai.
He's not used to them being on a losing side. It's happened fewer times than he can count on the fingers of one hand. It would figure that he's never gonna be able to properly enjoy Dazai getting frustrated and strung out about being outgunned because every time that happens it turns out to be at a time Chuuya didn't actually want it to happen and it fucks him over, too. Why couldn't Dazai have the decency to get beat during one of the times Chuuya's lot wasn't thrown in with his?
Ignoring the part where it's seven years past the first time he met Dazai and well past them being partners and he still always ends up right where he is.
They're too far away from Japan right now to do anything other than pass information, realistically speaking. The Port Mafia and Detective Agency that's actually still back in the thick of things can maybe do something with that information, but being in the wrong place after being played - at least it wasn't just him - is going to drive Chuuya up the wall even if he refuses to sit around entertaining worst end scenarios. ]
Okay, so what's the damn plan? [ He doesn't like the frantic look - can't enjoy it - and if there's one thing he'll trust in a crisis it's whatever dumb fuck thing Dazai's gonna say to him next. It's bitter irritation on his tongue, but the trust is still there even when he doesn't want it to be. ]
thank you for waiting and happy holidays!
happy holidays to you as well!
nvm i hate the holidays (spent the last few weeks catching up to everything)
no worries, i'm happy with whatever pace!